#70
The entry is in the doe’s hand for a change.
I am finally able to write. Elder Ranna said it was time to focus on healing, that I have sat long enough. I am going to agree, so does Ginja. Elder Totoke has given me a special blend of teas to drink if I feel shaky and uncertain, and Ranna says that if I see things in my sleep to practice the meditation she taught me. They seem to help mostly, but I feel .. I feel uneasy. Ranna keeps most of the bulls away from us, since I feel wary of them now. I have no grudge against them, but ugh. They gave me Weylo’s belongings and I can’t bring myself to look at them. I can still feel his touch, hear his yells - it’s too much.
Elder Wooshy never came despite the letter that was sent. Jukko and Benerlet still visit, as do my goblin team but truth be told I need to get out of here I think. I am restless. Highmountain is lovely, but I think I might go back to Mulgore a while. Perhaps Everlook. Or run the caravan circuits myself. Work would help. I’ll visit Highmountain to see if news of Routy has come, but I think he’s gone. No one can find signs of him, so I can only hope he’s safe.
The trade routes still run, with Ginja having taken over completely - she’s not find of the position though. She prefers to be a partner, not the sole person in charge. She’s so capable, I’d be lost without her. We’re still doing good business, and have tons of applicants. Ginja says we might think about to branch out to the Eastern Kingdoms, but when I am up for the work.
I think I will seek out a shaman, Wooshy or something, and look in to taking a vision quest. Elder Totoke explained my spirit might be ready though my body might not be. Ranna disagrees, but I wonder that some guidance will help. Maybe this Earthmother will explain a few things.
Vik’wa sends me regular letters. We’re unable to scry - my focusing orb was lost, likely broken. So I get many letters. She’s holding space for me when I return to Kalimdor. I look forward to seeing her, to traveling again. I am assured by these Alliance officials Routy is being sought, and will be treated as fairly as they can.
I hope they keep their word. He was only acting out of defense. Weylo got what he deserved, as terrible as it was. I’ll never forget the sounds. Or the sights. But I am grateful for him. I think Weylo would have killed me had he had his way.
I am finally able to write. Elder Ranna said it was time to focus on healing, that I have sat long enough. I am going to agree, so does Ginja. Elder Totoke has given me a special blend of teas to drink if I feel shaky and uncertain, and Ranna says that if I see things in my sleep to practice the meditation she taught me. They seem to help mostly, but I feel .. I feel uneasy. Ranna keeps most of the bulls away from us, since I feel wary of them now. I have no grudge against them, but ugh. They gave me Weylo’s belongings and I can’t bring myself to look at them. I can still feel his touch, hear his yells - it’s too much.
Elder Wooshy never came despite the letter that was sent. Jukko and Benerlet still visit, as do my goblin team but truth be told I need to get out of here I think. I am restless. Highmountain is lovely, but I think I might go back to Mulgore a while. Perhaps Everlook. Or run the caravan circuits myself. Work would help. I’ll visit Highmountain to see if news of Routy has come, but I think he’s gone. No one can find signs of him, so I can only hope he’s safe.
The trade routes still run, with Ginja having taken over completely - she’s not find of the position though. She prefers to be a partner, not the sole person in charge. She’s so capable, I’d be lost without her. We’re still doing good business, and have tons of applicants. Ginja says we might think about to branch out to the Eastern Kingdoms, but when I am up for the work.
I think I will seek out a shaman, Wooshy or something, and look in to taking a vision quest. Elder Totoke explained my spirit might be ready though my body might not be. Ranna disagrees, but I wonder that some guidance will help. Maybe this Earthmother will explain a few things.
Vik’wa sends me regular letters. We’re unable to scry - my focusing orb was lost, likely broken. So I get many letters. She’s holding space for me when I return to Kalimdor. I look forward to seeing her, to traveling again. I am assured by these Alliance officials Routy is being sought, and will be treated as fairly as they can.
I hope they keep their word. He was only acting out of defense. Weylo got what he deserved, as terrible as it was. I’ll never forget the sounds. Or the sights. But I am grateful for him. I think Weylo would have killed me had he had his way.
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