#27

The entry is actually neat this time - in carefully applied ink. The doe seems to have had ample time to get caught up on her writing. This one is actually labled ‘Mulgore’ - she’s begun marking where she’s writing.





So I went to sleep after a meeting of the tribe at Hunters Hill - in Mulgore - the sky was fine. I woke up and there was a thing in the sky. It’s large, greenish and purple and just - wrong. It looks so foul - people in the Bluffs are unhappy - someone is calling it an ill omen, others say it’s because of this ‘Illidan’ person.

Whatever it is - it’s awful. I feel like bad things might come of it. But - I was- I can say the word maybe, Blessed? Blessed that Miss Rushala was around. She and her beautiful  family were out, and - wow, she took the time out of her day to speak with me about the fears I am feeling. She told me this.. this absolutely tragic story of how she grew to be scarred.

I won’t share it here - Because I feel it is not my story to tell. But oh, my heart goes out to her. Such loss and pain she has gone through. But I will say this much - I am glad I was unable to find work in Orgrimmar.. I have.. I have conflicted feelings. I was already wary of this Horde but now.. I think I will continue maintaining a safe distance. The way she sounds as though she’s come through her hardships - i take them so seriously. I cannot believe it - this Pandaria must be an amazing place.

Miss Rushsla is such a kind woman - her patience is amazing. She put to ease a few things that have been troubling my mind, about this Earthmother stuff. I feel like I want to explore this more, this belief. I know Weylo eschewed it - it rarely came up as I grew. But now - I feel like there’s this whole world of possibility. Vik’wa I bet has extra books on the topics of spirituality - though.. her leanings are for something called a Loa.

Oh! I should note - I have a new goal, I think. At the meeting, Miss Ebon mentioned a new path in the tribe. Path finder, I think it was. I am trying to approach others about how to embark on this path - so far most are busy.  I hope I can prove myself eventually to this tribe - I really enjoy their company.

Speaking of company - Miss Meelo had something called a pilgrimage! Oh but she came out with these beautiful cloud marks on her fur. I’m so excited for her - though I’m a little unsure what they mean. I should try to approach lady Chazmori again. Or maybe Miss Rhedin when she is better. I know her letter said I could apply to lady Ebon - but .. she seems pretty busy too. Maybe I should devote myself to learning, and then try this pathwalker thing. I have too many goals, maybe.

Anyhow, I need to get back to Stormheim. I like to think Routledge will have waited - but we have things to do - we’ll find each other I hope.

I want to end this with something Miss Rushala said, I want to take it to heart:  Sometimes faith simply requires you to leave things in the hands of others

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